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Broken Glass Whole Again

by Yap Snow

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1.
Gambler: Every single morning is the same I look through the window, I check if it rains And then I travel not far away Few more words are flowing through the air Laughs and friendly sounds or growls of despair It all depends on you waiting there chorus: Never thought it could be funny, But it's funny, very funny! I'm addicted to these travels So shut up, just take my money! One more day like Russian Roulette With my headphones on I'm following through Just come here! Wanna see your face again! 7:40, then I always start And my journey ends in kingdom for a heart The sound of freedom tears me apart I like Mondays, I see that you do We both want to fight for world we're walking through Someone just liked me, someone means: you chorus Now there's only one way It's a beautiful day I'm taking all my soul with me To those I would care to see chorus
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Gambler: My reflection in the mirror seems to be a little lost I've been walking quite a curvy road and all have turned to dust Fought with many demons, tried to kill them all away Will it turn out that I had a world at my feet all night and day? I closed my tiny cage, took off black coat and paid the price I chased away the serpents from way to so called 'paradise' I said 'goodbye' to exiled ones and tried to understand Do you want to tell me that this all happened only in my head? I wrote so many letters, tried to reach an empty space But the line of silence has two ends and space was out of place Sometimes a number is enough to escape from stupidity God never lets us fall to heaven so we follow gravity I was the foreigner in this land I am returning from the inner war I saw the children dying in the sun I will... (Pride leads you to hell, to heaven...) What if my world was always mine and I imagined it was not? What if I wasted time trying to reject what I got? God told there'd be no farewells, no more knife-shaped words It might have been just a joke, but it's played with lovely chords
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Wanderer: Hey... psst! Hey, girl! Gambler: Oh, I didn't know I'd see you here! You look surprisingly lovely today. What have you been up to for this whole time? Wanderer: Nah, you know me. Being here, being there, seeing the world and drinking coffee. How's your business going? Gambler: Dude, why are you even asking? This casino is more deserted than the Inn so I'm basically moping around, having no idea for my life. It's all so twisted... Wanderer: Hmm... So maybe if you can't find anything interesting to do you could just join me? Two Wanderers exploring the space... hey! It would be SOMETHING. Gambler: When I look at you I can't tame the disturbing impression... Aren't we the same person? Wanderer: Open your mind, my dear Gambler! There's so much to see, to discover. The planets are illuminating, the stars are blinking shyly at you, the ceiling bursts! Look at these cracks on the boards REBEL, my friend! It's the only right way of existing. Think of your future! Friendly pumas, pants made out of badgers, miraclous armadillos, lil'dipsticks sticking out from the ground like a top part of mycellium. You can find it all in these skies, the skies are so white, so bright today! Gambler: What happened? I feel so dumb, so numb, can't keep plumb... Wanderer: Isn't it a courier approaching? He brings a message! Maybe he's a first baleful sign of new beneficial occurences? Gambler: White skies! I see them! Wanderer: You're trembling all over... I'll catch you! Gambler: Arms, they are a future of mankind, so... so cozy.... Wanderer: I think you didn't even guess that it was my wicked kind of proposal. Gambler: You look so shockingly resplendent today...
4.
Mutineer: When blackness gives us signs Who the fuck is guilty for the mess I have in mind? I scratch and I bite What the fuck just happened with the bringer of the light? I can't even put in words what I wanna say Why the fuck the world I had drifts still further away? Salvation is at hand...! I greet Messenger from afar and soon I'm off to see the whitest of the skies chorus: In the name of all the fragments of this broken glass I swear we will never fall, never lapse So take my promise and give your voice, let's get loud! In the fact your world doesn't differ from mine! Here I get absolutely fierce I'm the first who laughs, the first who screams, release me! I catch the air and I cry Two colors- black and white – rampage around I see my whole life Soon everything is pretty and alright I am the strongest one! No love and no fear, finally! Just something that I can't define but it's here in me! chorus I changed the concept, changed the topic, Does it matter anyhow? Everything is so unreal both in past an now So I'm the independent one With mean, confident smile That's how the story goes this year, I wave my hand, goodbye!
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Mutineer: Don't give me boyfriends, don't give me girlfriends, Don't give me love, don't give me closeness, I'll be jesting around Don't give me marriage, don't give me children And your philosophy I don't care about Don't call me odious or narrow-minded Don't call me creep, just do whatever your heart dictates Don't say it's transistory, don't say it's fugitive I crave for freedom till the end of my days! And then the moment comes of cogitation When something triggers, triggers, triggers an avalanche I realise the only birth I'll ever give Is the one I'm giving to my songs! Hooray! chorus: Take my hands as I have two of them, Smile out loud, I know that you approve Now my pervision will no more trick me and My fears won't beset me when I groove I have fun again! So give me freedom, you give me freedom, I won't stand jealousy or wailing and I won't sacrifice I blink my right eye, I blink my left eye And then I feel a white-hot thrill while I am rolling my dice And then the moment comes of cogitation When something triggers, triggers, triggers an avalanche And then the moment comes of careless shrugging Don't care about this world, ludicrous, goofy land! corus Take my hands as I have two of them Don't take anything else or you will regret! I'll give you shivering, I'll give you exultation And the ride you will never forget!
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Mutineer: Down on Earth there's a world Where dimensions collide Down the hell there's a path Where the devils are beguiled Light Keeper: In this world full of absurdity Where the roles have been mixed and changed There's a light on the horizon Which is ought to rearrange Light, come and illuminate, Give us a will to live and give us hope Light, you're stronger than our hate You reign and navigate, you save us all! Don't try to quench my tiny flame, it's burning till the end Till there's no more love in this world and no time left to spend I bring you knowledge, come and join my way! I'm drifting through the air when the sky turns grey Come my dear and warm your palms, give your soul to my flame Mutineer: On the top! Time to rise! I can bring your fire to this Earth Light Keeper: Abase your sword, now it's over Set your spirit free and let it out Mutineer: In the heart of fear I arise With the sense that I have found I got so freaking crazy Trying to kill the immortal But now when the future is smiling I flow again through the portal Been hiding from this baneful light untill I see again There is no need to scratch the wound to cause the otoise pain Don't dare to prove you know what happens next I'm sure of every choice and every step that now I make! Light Keeper: The moths have died, the light was born, they gather once again The sky falls down, anxiety's being vanished by the rain We touch the clouds and we turn on the sun Arising as entirety from the frozen ground! Come my dear and warm your palms, give your soul to my flame Mutineer: Break this world, now we know That we can be whole again...
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Loser Day 04:22
Victorious Loser: It's not a coincidence that this day you came to me Cause nothing happens accidentally in this world You sat by my side on a second day of this year And gave me desires of your old You brought the fire, brought the rain, you sucked my ears and fucked the pain You've been watching me all my true life Now giving me a memory, a fantasy, a heresy You proved me how amazing I've become! I drive a peacock to the moon, wake up at noon and see you soon Anniversary is today! One year ago the broken heart which crossed the sky was torn apart I'm still a loser in society's eyes! chorus: It is a day of all the losers It is a song for the weirdoos like us It's hymn for madmen, girls and boys sang by the irrestible voice Let's be the losers in society's eyes! Fuck you ye damn autocorrect, changing me lyrics, I got wrecked Why do I write this shit on my phone? Oh don't be scared by me, my dear, sit by my side and have no fear This time I face it all alone It's been round year since tragic day, the drunken lady made of hay Is today very merry, very gay (ojej!) Thanks to wonders of your creation reminding me 'bout this desolation I sing drunken songs in different atmosphere! chorus x2 It's not a coincidence that this day you came to me Well, in fact you don't leave me at all Thank you for the joy you're bringing to my spirit Faded memories are now amusement, not my fall
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Victorious Loser: I walked through the wide streets of Cracow I was wandering jauntily through the darkest places Caught the rays of sun on fine autumn evening Holding my soul in the warm embraces As I was standing at the bus stop I realised There was nothing to seriously disturb my eyes And I was pretty shocked that it just disappeared And nothing more preys on me here chorus: Somehow you knew there's a girl in a desperate need of healing And that's how I got healed by the forces from the ceiling You smile with childish hope and you cast a furtive glance Now I'm held by the weirdest ones! One more time! You emptied this place, it's no more bedlam of feeling And that's how I got healed by the forces from the ceiling You turned off my dim light, got me in the loony trance Now I'm held by the craziest ones Now I'm held by the craziest ones! When I see some gloomy traces I can emotionlessly sweep them away I'm sick of gazing, then chazing and blazing It's time of rising, time to walk through the bay Of high hopes, plans and some perfidious intenions Cause the pain has been created by developed generation I am fucking limited! And I'm not alone We are the whole Simple Spirits Nation! chorus No, no more! Killing out the motivation, chasing after wild sensation No, no more! Feelings cause the instant killing, but the ceiling is appealing Now one more time, dudes, one, two, three and here we fucking go! chorus And the distance fucked me again...
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Victorious Loser: If I ever become a woman Sweetest wife, the best mother and child And if I ever wore sexy lingerie And my voice gets so cute, soft and mild And if I ever give up on my rock boots For wearing high heels, lipstick or blush And if I ever remove my third tooth Just to seem more pretty to my crush Then bury my bones in the ground Bury them under the layer of concrete Then throw my piteous remnants into the river Memories sweet, let them grow, let us flow If you ever become a real man So custodial, so handsome and so strong And if you ever wore a serious suit With solemnity and devotion in your song And if you ever give up on you cute smile Choosing silence and a crying broken heart And if you ever sire a descendant Different than two hundred ones which you have now I'll bury your bones in the ground Bury them under the layer of concrete I'll throw your piteous remnants into the river Underneath just a lie which divides So if we ever become someone else Artifficial creatures made up by the world And if we ever kill our souls for anyone Or if our spirits get choked or sold And if we ever let the tempest devour us Letting our overlays become empty and hollow And if we ever lose our colors and fade Into dimension of drabness and sorrow Please, bury our bones in the ground Bury them under the layer of concrete Then throw our piteous remnants into the river Sow new seed, let it grow, let us flow So if we ever stop being just humans And if we ever become something more or less Then let the world burn, let it end Because it will be no more a secure place
10.
Victorious Loser: Firstly wake up from the nightmare, rub your eyes, wipe sweat away Is there anything apart from fear that you should do? Yeah, you loser! Close your eyes now, clench your fists and see the truth Cause a person in this nightmare wasn't you... Then secondly, take a breath, think it twice and call yourself Arrange a meeting somewhere in the Fucker Street Now only you and you again, grab a paper, write a plan Then turn back time and undo all of this shit Well... YEAH! I need a massive machine gun, oh shit! It wasn't in my plan, my mind created some prehistoric tools It doesn't matter anyway, just plastic dick would be okay, with any implement I'll smash these icky fools! Noone deserves to be treated like that Now better run, I'll bite and I'll smash! I grab a hammer, hold it up, I grind their faces, they're just crap, I'm defeating them with their kindness so bright Some nails just buckled from the fright, it's such erratic, epic fight, Yap Snow is here ans she's doing it right! Noone deserves to be treated this way So we should fight for ourselves, take our lives in our hands Sometimes it's better to give them a pay And remain Remain... Now the last step you should follow, wait for warm and blessed night Let bonfire warm you up, let your ears fill with this song's sound Just drink a glass of a good wine, up to two glasses, maybe ten Now you're a fighter, don't forget it, and now your life is in your hands Fukin' Winner: And now, when I'm a fukin' winner In right dimension where we're both alright I killed the monsters, I made us whole again, I need more sleep, so I kiss your cheek goodnight Peace
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We're Alive 05:01
Fukin' Winner: I'm alive, I'm alive No more exaggerated stories in my mind Someone's counting: one-one-one out of my sight Doesn't matter, glas ain't scattered, I'm alive You're alive, you're alive Gently floating in the twilight with low tide To the place where we all can nidify Wings are spread, blood ain't shed, you're alive! When the wind is getting stronger – you're alive! When the silence's taking over – I'm alive! Hand by hand and toe by toe we are wandering through the night All your features, lovely creatures are alive Tatooed body, heart of butter – you're alive Squirrel bathing in rain gutter – you're alive Tiger Lady or Light Keeper on a constant dragon ride You are unique, you're peculiar, you're alive Emo elf on a green leaf – you're alive Lunacy sew into weave – you're alive And a sparrow in the castle motivated all the time You're uncommon, you're miraclous, you're alive! I'm alive, I'm alive No more exaggerated stories in my mind And you're here with another spring, blooming with power and might Colors explode, water boils, you're alive! When the eyes are open wide – we're alive When we join the brighter side – we're alive With hearts beating, all together, we are strong and we unite All the spectres, all the spirits – we're alive! At the sunset of this Earth – we're alive Covered with the freedom dirt – we're alive On the top of highest mountain with the one who patronize We are special, we are gracious, we're alive At the sunrise of this Earth – we're alive! The Oueen: Panowanie, osądzanie, rozporządzanie. I komu to do szczęścia potrzebne? Czy nie lepiej byłoby wszystkim zdjąć korony z napompowanych łbów i po prostu żyć? Alewife: Komu jeszcze piwa, komu? Dzisiaj wszystko za darmo! W dniu odbudowania tej meliny celebrujemy życie! Kto się jeszcze napije? Śmiało! Insane Girl: Look up! Under the wooden ceiling they are all dancing, white and tiny. Paper cranes! What a day to be alive... Light Keeper (Tiger Lady): And above the ceiling, there's a flame. Light that doesn't need to be kept any longer because it lives itself, powerful and almighty. Squirrel (Inner Child): The sun children are safe now! They levitated among us singing the freedom anthem. Will you sing with us? Will you release your inner child which got imprisoned under the overlay of duties and stereotypes? Emo Elf (Friendly Spectre): The power of friendship becomes unexpectedly strong. Love is pervasive, it toucehs everyone, without exceptions. Soon everything gets covered with the ash of peace... Sparrow (Spirit of Harmony):...And harmony. It's a new dimension. No false notes, no chaos and no affliction. Everything is finally on its place, ready to play the symphony of light and victory Fukin' Winner: Because we won! We overcame tedious obstacles, brought down ludicrous society's rules. We slod our spirits to simpleness, creating the undefeatable nation Winner & Wanderer: And we discovered that it's so good to be alive. And we discovered that if we try hard anough we can make the broken glass whole again.

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released July 26, 2017

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Yap Snow Piwniczna Zdrój, Poland

Folk punk solo project from Piwniczna, PL. I play DIY shit recorded with the microwave, I'm trans, angry and fuck you.

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