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August vs May

by Yap Snow

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1.
Die, you whore, die! They told me you're so beautiful, So noble in your grace. Where are your fangs? Who calls you pretty must have forgotten about them. Even though I don't have bitting scars You were too far away To gain my respect, Whenever and wherever and however may. You have only one hideous shape This shape's not guilty at all. I understand it nowadays After war as cold as a scythe during fall. I fought for you so many times, You ungrateful bitch All I got was your middle finger Protruding over clouds And your dirty loser anus Pooped out on me in glory of your ass. I won't give up so easy. Your value Devoid of any values Means to me as much as a rock covered with shit. I won't stick knives and daggers. Maybe I'll only sow a seed of anxiety And I'll watch how it grows Among those who are not themselves yet. Die, you whore, die!
2.
A morning sun is shining above the inn With burdensome strenght that is hard to stand With grain of divanity and a crop of sin Another lazy August just comes to an end The inn is fully demolished inside A broken glass and wood lies everywhere But if you search for people then you might find Most faithful souls cause they are still in there There is a Queen with her eyes filled with rage Once she got mad from having things out of control When she destroyed all around she took off her crown And then she promised she won't hurt you anymore There is an Alewife with some sparks in ger glance Screaming out loud "in fuckin beer we all can trust!" Thou she is old she's cheerful and will always take a chance To grab your sausage or to slap your manly ass We have some liquors of every kind Some broken tables and some sultry air But if you search for people then you might find Most faithful souls cause they are still in there There is a Fallen Angel with some blackened wings Once she survived a bloodshed in a deadly strife And now by drinking good wine and gritting her teeth She may forget and for a while laugh at her life There is an Insane Girl embroidering in the corner She watches every move and hears whichever word She may firstly kiss you then kill by a razor blade But she can listen like noone in the world We have some liquors of every kind... There is a Drunkard laying straight with wry lips Howling in envy, even playing with a gun Depressive vodka has ended but he still has some dibs So it's enough to buy another one There are two shadows with their hair like wavy seas But they just wander along this cold and rubbled ground Thou they are only shadows they cannot be dismissed Cause in this sick place all memories are alive We... There is Good Spirit infected with this mess, Seems mild and soft, but you try to break him in vain With smile on his lips he lets his silent prayer flow The words so beautiful ascending through the rain There is a Reaper with his scythe held so high It caused a damage on his soul and innocence Now he is crawling and desperately looking for a way, Still obstinate to reject the helping hands We... There is a Wanderer rocking all around Everyone knows his name, but noone knows his mind His beautiful laughter shows his transcendental soul But middle fingers proclaim his swollen pride There is a Gambler jostling them without mercy Thou she's a bankrupt she feels like being free And with a memory of her wallet thet once was pursy Today she is the winner of this company There is no chance for them to live in their society Without some serious changes to their lives But in the August Inn kissed by the sun They may be anyway the madmen in disguise
3.
I suffer from the inside, man, I suffer every day And I still cannot believe how can you treat me in this wa Once I owned fantasy book which was worth dying for But you borrowed it and since that day it belongs to me no more Hey! I begged you thousands times and the lakes of tears I cried You saw me in despair but you just seem to be blind You took it one year and five months ago and you still don't give a fuck I will love you till the end of times if you give me my book back You had small thuja in your garden, so green, alive and warm And I accidentaly stepped on it and crushed it like a worm I know I shouldn't have done that, it wasn't really cool And you may be taking revenge now but the vengeance is too cruel!
4.
We were sitting in my bed: me and my little song, When I heard a knocking at my door: what the fuck is going on?  And I saw a postman right there, "sign here, my lovely miss..." "Oh my God... this thing you hold... It's the object of my dreams!" I've waited for such a long time! (So long, long time) And I got my sweet book back! (Got my book back!) It must be just a miracle (my dreams came true) Na, na na, na na na. Oh my dear, it was so cold, the pages were almost frozen, But it was here, right in my house, this one I once have chosen! I stuck in there some post-its with the rhymes, just for fun, And they are still there, between the words... and only one has gone. Relief and peace, they fill my heart (they fill my heart), And nothing can tear it apart (my life is done!) I hope your thuja is alright (I'm sorry, one more time) Na, na na, na na na. You were the only one who could turn back the time, And the last sad year has just gone. No matter what they say, an old beginning or new end I don't give a fuck, I got back what I lost! A little mindfuck never killed nobody (I just think so) Sweet freedom waits for me outside (hello, my friend!) The void, the anger and the pain (the memories) Na, nana, nanana.
5.
Ladies and Gentelmen, welcome to my life of Absurd. Today I'm going to tell you a story about love, that did never exist... Ah, this love did never exist... She was just a bag of skin, blood, bones and muscles He was just a set of some letters on the piece of paper He appeared in her mind one sunny day of autumn And asked her if she could visit him later And She decided to visit him She came to his little world in the labyrynth in her head And she felt in love with his smile that never faded, She realised how beautiful would look his tears of sorrow And started to imagine what could bring him tomorrow's day And then came the pain and the rain of the tragedy that burned his pale skin And now he screams in pain, But there's nowhere to run Away and she stands in front of him afraid of what she had done Now he tries not to cry, Somehow he lost his smile And she is trying to fix him, but how long she can try? Ah, this love did never exist She put her pawns on a board in too entangled way And now there's no return, no happy end, but He forgives her all of her 'little' sins, cause He doesn't have another way - she created him Die, he can't die, he will be still alive, in the end they are gonna be all right... And now he screams in pain, But there's nowhere to run Away and she stands in front of him afraid of what she had done Now he tries not to cry, Somehow he lost his smile And she is trying to fix him, but how long she can try? Someday he'll smile again She'll tidy this fucking mess Someday they will be together and they will find their happiness But maybe then he will fade, But he'll be not erased He'll always exist in the lovely, RED Book an in the smile on her face Ah, This love did never exist...
6.
Hey! Dry your tears 'cause it is over And you don't have to talk to me anymore You're sad, I know, I'm sorry, But it'll be better for us both You're crying in the deepest night You're howling to the moon, I see But man, I won't save you again I think this is a punishment for being mean to me Hey, ya provoked me! 'Cause you needn't to take revenge on me So I called you motherfucker and went away And I, I really, I don't want you to get back I fucked this false love and I made it crack I don't want to belong, spent one year without independence And it was a year to long And this song, I wrote it for an Offended One Who cries that he has never seen the sun Even when the rays of sun tickled his eyes I think the sun just made him blind Hey! Be the brave man, swallow your pride And face me, dude, just one more time Do it, man, as soon as ya can It won't be scary, as I said I follow every step you take Know what ya do every single day If you don't learn how to be brave Soon you even won't feel safe in your own house and in your bed 'Cause I know ya You ran away but I didn't forget you I know your every fucking scubby flaw (still) And I, I really, really want you to get back I hated, loved, was happy and was mad Then again I was born, I have known you half a year It was eternity too short And this song, I wrote it for a Fearful One Who thinks he would be always on the run Then his dreams will be defeated, my eternal, glorious Fire Will entirely burn his feet So he won't escape anymore Hey Offended One! You know, I don't hate ya at all. Wouldn't it be nice if you put yourself back together and be a person you were when I met you for the first time? You were really cute, adorable and helpful. Come on! Breaking up isn't the end of the world! And you, Fearful One? Don't you think I was too young and stupid when I met you for the first time? Don't you think I should get a chance to start a new episode in your life? So love me! LOVE ME YOU MOTHERFUCKER! And I, I only want ti kead a peaceful life On Earth with happiness and my guitar To be a rebel, to be strong And I wanna have a soulmate but I don't want to belong And this song, I wrote it, yeah, I wrote it just for me Bout being happy and bout being free Bout good people with bad lives And bout lousy provokations that won't end up with strife
7.
Down my lane I was walking down this road Through my phobias and so on All the rocks were covered in disgust Determined to stick (to) my rules I wass wallowing in the dust But Silent craving in my heart "Hey, let's win our final fight!" Made me risk and look what am I now Rainbow-puking, body-trembling and emotionally drunk Now be quiet, my sweet people, Great escapist on her ring Tries to put her shit together Not to pass out while she sings Now be gentle and forgiving, She still tries and tries her best But it's ain't so fuckinh easy With heart jumping out her chest! Oh, why? Yesterday I must have died 'Cause my world looks like heaven now That's right! The one who tries to escape always gets shot twice! I'm just sick With my fear of being loved I forgot how to be soft, Gentle, tender and even nice "Leave me all you fuckin' losers, I don't care 'bout your advice!" But now I'm so happy anyhow Kinda thrilled yet very proud Hey my guys! Doesn't it sound strange? I love you both, I swear, but among you I feel safe :) Now be quiet, my sweet people, Great escapist won her life Let's be silent for a minute To honour her final fight...
8.
Side Effect 03:28
Hello, my friend How do you feel after these years Of lively solitude So do I. Nothing to regret, My soul ain't dead, My heart ain't empty. We used to create Both love and hate... So we run to the top And see the earth's brighter side Our beloved ones that we made up Only make us feel alive My world doesn't say a word It is sleeping at the moment I don't mind if it does - It's ain't pleasure and ain't torment Feelings out, sympathy out Motherfucker's sweet exterior It's exactly what I think When I'm looking at the mirror But we can sing some cute songs Wandering through our minds' mazes So go on with your sweet voice I will add my scratchy phrases Oh, na na na That's exactly how I feel it! Hello, my friend You're quite confused about me calling you this name I can imagine But I... I can explain everything! Look at our storylines! Our beloved ones that we made up Always were the truest ones! Sick ideas in our heads Similar in suspicious way, It's just a blink in my eye And a waving of my hand Over the world I will go With a smile on my face As you know it's not so hard If your freedom is at hand Raise our hands all lovely people! Let's sing these verses to the sky Nothing's ended, faith's defended And in the air our battle cry Oh, na na na Nothing's ended, storm is over, It's another state of mind Oh, na na na I am proud of all this shit.
9.
Sitting in the corner of a little café Writing the last lines to you, goodbye Thou my dear, you lost me long time ago I still feel your part is mine So run away, my sweet exile So hide again in abandoned land The letters are burning, the road is turning To where my empathy was found Sitting in a green field above your house The curtains are still fallen, you're far away My song is sweet and gentle thou it shouldn't be But I can't help myself in such a sunny day So run away my sweet exile So hide again in abandoned land There is no reason to focus on life When our words had turned to sand Sitting in a centre of my spirit When you're reading my final goodbye Thou I don't want to belong, to love and be loved You're the only one I still have in mind So run away, my sweet exile So hide again in abandoned land The letters are burning, the road is turning To where my empathy was found So run away my sweet exile So hide again in abandoned land There is no reason to focus on life When our words had turned to sand So run away my sweet exile So hide again in abandoned land And when you'll return you'll hear my song Stuck deep in your homeland ground
10.
I met my love by the gas works wall Dreamed a dream by the old canal Kissed a girl by the factory wall Dirty old town Dirty old town Clouds a drifting across the streets Cats a prowling on their beat Spring's a girl in the street at night Dirty old town Dirty old town Heard a siren from the docks Saw a train set the night on fire Smelled the spring on the smoky wind Dirty old town Dirty old town I'm going to make me a good sharp axe Shining steel tempered in the fire Will chop you down like an old dead tree Dirty old town Dirty old town I met my love by the gas works wall Dreamed a dream by the old canal Kissed a girl by the factory wall Dirty old town Dirty old town
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Empty room and a silent breath The storm has come to save us from eternal death (Sometimes it's even darker) Our shadows dance in the cradle made of Clay The August shines (sort of) and still cries the May The therapy, the cure, the lie, Our shadows rampage in the open skies This is salvation as it comes for us The paths we run and the gates we pass This is the end as it used to be (My inner life for Aethernity)

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released November 30, 2016

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Yap Snow Piwniczna Zdrój, Poland

Folk punk solo project from Piwniczna, PL. I play DIY shit recorded with the microwave, I'm trans, angry and fuck you.

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